Nosla's Second-In-Command Said I Always Abandon

When I was eighteen years old, I found a well-paying job as a bodyguard for the Nosla family. My colleague is a young and promising blond handsome guy. One month after joining the company, we worked on the same task and met the same people. I watched him rise to the top and become the second-in-command, replacing the original BOSS. I cried with joy and asked him to give me a salary increase. He was ruthless and rejected me. I thought it must be that his favorability was not high enough, so I persevered in attacking him. After unremitting efforts, I learned about his inner feelings. It turns out that he was an avenger, and his people had special organs and were slaughtered. If he can tell me this kind of thing, he should care about me very much. He held my hand, his eyes full of weariness and loneliness, but his tone was a bit hopeful, "Even so... Do you still want to be with me?" Me: "..." Oops, how should I tell him that I am lying to him when I say I like him every day? I just admire his abilities! … My telekinesis ability was still exposed. He was trembling all over, covering his eyes with trembling hands, and his hair was messy through his fingers. I moved closer with uneasy conscience, but he dodged me, "Don't touch me!" Even more finished. I seem to be a scumbag who cheats on my feelings. *20K words short story *Small sweet article Intention: Treat difficult things like going to a banquet