"You know? My life is just a black and white picture. I don't see the past or the future.
At that time I knew what the guy was thinking, and by not saying that, I just wanted to make the guy feel uncomfortable, that's all. "
"I'm very dirty. I still don't understand the feelings I had at that time, maybe. I killed him, and he treated me very badly.
The memory just stayed on that night. I was so frightened that I couldn't forget it. "