Modern people seem to understand LGBT, but in fact, straight men and straight women have no understanding of the feelings and living conditions of gays. Whether it is psychologically or physically, it seems that when talking about homosexuality, they only think of small offenses and small feelings. However, in fact, who understands the emotional life and psychology of gays? Who wants to understand? The outside world just has the mentality of spectators browsing Weibo and doing news. I am just commenting based on my mood. What everyone lacks is a book that allows the outside world to understand the true psychology and living conditions of gays. Whether it is a novel or an article, it is defined in the state of debate and rebuttal. A book about the true life and feelings of gays is truly written. It is up to everyone to read and silently feel that as gays, apart from the difference in love and gender, other feelings are equally real.