A semi-documentary memoir of an atypical gay man, describing adolescence from 14 to 25 years old. The full text is less than 20,000 words, divided into two parts: a straight man chapter and a gay friend chapter. Including re-examination of feelings, self-analysis and remembrance of youth. I would like to write this article to thank those boys who appeared in my life and gave me heroic dreams in my ordinary life.
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