There will never be a moment of pain as bad as now.
Our flowery youth was ruined by me. As time goes by, it will always be lost in memories. I didn't even say sorry.
My dears, no matter how uncomfortable this thorn of mine has been in your heart. Please be kind in the future.
Now I am on a completely unfamiliar shore. Everything here is wrapped in splendor, but I can't feel a trace of happiness.
Honey, I miss you so much.
Whenever I think of you, I feel surrounded by loneliness. I was left alone to face this completely unfamiliar country.
The world is dim and the sky has no color anymore. Lonely like me.
The wind here is so strange that it makes everyone's skin extremely rough, so that when they smile, the wrinkles at the corners of their eyes are clearly visible. But, they are so simple and like me so much. Smiling at me every time. I don't skimp on my smile. However, only you understand the tiredness after laughing.
Everything is my fault. I am not qualified to say that I am tired, let alone sad.
I don't know how many nights I spent hating myself. Why would I let my dearest you suffer the same pain as me.
I only hope that time will bring you happiness during the shuttle.