Kneel Down and Beg for Death

Put aside for now Jian An lived wantonly and heartlessly in the world, until one day, the end of the world came. She admired those who survived the apocalypse, but she was self-aware and did not want to struggle to survive, so she jumped from a high-rise building. Um? How come I'm not dead? Back before the end of the world? Jian An was confused, but looking at the apocalypse that was coming repeatedly, she thought, it would be like jumping again. Then... People: Sister, please don't die again! My cheat/power/base/team member/lover/gay friend is back again! Zombies: Ancestor, please stop making trouble! We don't want to die again! The transformation process is very painful, isn't it? Jian An: I'm not, I'm not, I just want to die! Food guide: 1. Female protagonist's neurosis series 2. A series about letting yourself go, with a BL orientation (not a female protagonist), no logic, just for entertainment. 3. Buddhist system update