I am ready to die alone, why are you smiling at me. This is a growth story about a bad girl who corrects her evil ways and is saved by a bad academic god. Lin Yan: "I can't even smile?" Huang Mu'an: "Okay. The question is why you are smiling at me." "No way, who called me." Lin Yan leaned into someone's ear and said, "I like you." "Come on, then give me a smile."