This first article is full of loopholes. Let's take a look at it and I will make some changes.
Here, everyone is just an insect trying to survive, right?
Is life and death really in your own hands?
She just wants to live, just wants to return to the world that belongs to her...
So please don't blame her.
In order to survive - she - will do whatever it takes.
Even though she knew that no matter what she tried, she could never really go back.
She still didn't allow anyone to break this only "illusion".