The trivial life
The heroine's personality is not very good, and she is by no means a universal heroine.
Life style: It is a bit like the life structure in the late Qing Dynasty and the early Republic of China, except that it changed from male-dominated to female-dominated. Even so, the life at that time was no longer very closed and humble for women, because they did not like either party to be too closed or humble. If they liked writing, there would be room for the development of life and character, but women were in a dominant position, and men were in a subordinate and protected position.
The dark clouds cleared the sky and appeared
The mind has no fixed destination and changes with the karma
Trees meet each other early in the forest
Destiny comes slowly like running water
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Old as fragrant grass, new fireworks
The fragrant grass will never be burned away
Fireworks turn bright into ashes
Previous life is like smoke
This life is like a spring
The smoke disperses ruthlessly without leaving a trace
Sweet spring brings peace of mind
As a gift of Junlan Xiangcao,
The clear young heart,
The dusk becomes more intense,
Ai Ai is more dependent on each other.
(Lanxiang grass: A kind of bud-like plant at first, with two thick leaves opening on both sides. The color is like turquoise jade. The leaves are thick and transparent, as pure as a young boy. As they grow, the leaves become rough and mottled. The two leaves join together to form branches, like long white hair covered with the leaf body. It is described as old. A whole piece of orchid Xiangcao looks like snow in June. At sunset, the glow shrouds it, showing a pink beauty.)
It means: My feelings for you are as sincere as this pure orchid grass. Until you are old and have white hair, (the appearance of orchid grass in the later stage is like a person's old age, the leaves are rough and spotted, just like the appearance of an older person with deformed body, rough and spotted skin, and long beard hanging down like white hair), this feeling becomes stronger. Because of the accumulation of time, no matter how many beautiful men there are, they are just empty memories, and they cannot replace the years of our mutual companionship (the leaves of Orchidaceae in the later stage have turned from the sides at the beginning, and become as hard as branches and leaning together, with long white beards hanging from them, like two old white-haired partners leaning on each other).
No matter whether it is a charming and charming man or a charming boy, they cannot replace the lover you grew up with. In the choice between life and death, you know you will not be able to bear losing someone, and losing someone is just heartache and regret. But losing the lover you grew up with is completely unacceptable. You would rather lose everyone else, and you can never see each other again, but there must be a lover you grew up with in your life. Only he can make people feel at ease. It is absolutely impossible to live without him, having him is enough. Without him, even if there are many other wonderful people by my side, I feel that my heart is no longer stable in this world.