Maybe I wouldn't understand how I feel now.
In the past, I wanted to become a human, a human with body temperature;
Now, I want to live as a vampire, and the highest level vampire is my goal.
I can't understand it.
How much I long to be a human being, long for the sunshine that humans can see. What a beautiful light it is, with a little warmth.
But only vampires can attract your attention!
I no longer long for sunshine, I just hope to stop your wandering eyes.
I no longer need sunshine, because you are My sunshine!