Preface: Have you ever loved someone calmly when you were young, but then spent the rest of your life thinking about it? Have you ever met someone over and over again, only to miss them again? Are you willing to be brave when you meet such a person? Are you willing to fight for it sincerely? Do you have the courage? Have you experienced the collision of dreams and reality, the impact of love and ideals in your youth? Everyone has their own answer. But it is these emotions that are difficult to let go and the throbbing of the moment, but they are worth recalling over and over again for the rest of our lives. After many years of looking back, we can calmly say: Youth is so good. Believe me, this is an absolutely ridiculous novel!