Yu Hua said: "I no longer pretend to have many friends, but return to loneliness and start a life alone with the real me. Sometimes I can't stand the torture of emptiness because of loneliness, but I would rather maintain my self-esteem in this way than exchange for superficial friends at the cost of shame."
She doesn't have such a noble state for the time being, she just uses the words of famous people to prove herself in order to maintain her dignity that others don't care about.
But she knew so confidently that she would become what she expected.
Year after year, one day Jiang Can would be able to stand in front of Zhou Shangran with a smile as bright as a flower without any burden.
Many, many years later, when Zhou Shangran and Jiang Can could hold hands and walk around the park for an afternoon without doing anything, Zhou Shangran suddenly asked: "Did I hear that you have had a crush on me for many years?"
Jiang Can resisted the urge to throw it away from his hand, tilted his head and said with a smile: "It hasn't been very long, it's about the same time as the time you had a crush on me."
Year after year, luckily we all keep working towards each other.