I think we may be the same, we don't have a very good figure, and our face doesn't look like the one in the novel. His personality isn't very likable, but he doesn't seem to be bad either.
I may not be a person with low self-esteem, but when I see a male idol, I always feel uncomfortable because my clothes have balls on my body. When I see a beautiful girl, I can't help but feel a little ashamed of myself.
Maybe we are all the same, I try to be different
(This article is positive. There are too many difficult things in life. There is nothing that a diaosi's attitude towards life cannot solve. If so, just be a little more cheeky)