I am a timid person with low self-esteem. I have slight social anxiety. I am most afraid of learning things that I am not interested in. I always feel extremely uncomfortable when I need to break through myself. . . Awkward. . .
The most helpless thing that cannot be changed at the moment is that I am a lawyer. In the eyes of others, I am glamorous and rich, but in reality I am a poor lawyer with no savings and is holding back the entire industry.
Perhaps all this is due to the fact that I don't seek advancement and am always thinking about changing careers.