For him, the journey of learning is a practice of self-cultivation and love-cutting. He was lazy and paralyzed himself. When he saw a beautiful woman, he pretended to be a rogue and forced himself to forget... For him, the journey to learn the scriptures was more like an escape, escaping from everything he loved deeply, from the people who feared and hated him... Along the way, only he knew what he picked up and what he put down.