Ever since I was in college, I have been reminiscing about the past. I can recall many details of what happened in the past. I can clearly play back every word that others said and their expressions. I asked my friends in high school if they remembered it, and they all forgot, so I guess I was lucky to remember it. As I get older, more and more things happen, and these things pile up in my mind, making me feel too heavy to move forward. Sometimes I wish I had an amnesia pill that would make me forget these things. In recent months, I feel that my life has become a mess. I seem to be in the mud. I live in a haze every day. I don't have the youthful energy to start over again. I just feel that one day is just one day. It just so happens that I have nothing important to do recently. I want to unload the burden of memories and hope that I can live a relaxed and comfortable life in the future.
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