The Sad Clown Who Can't Save Himself

Introduction I am a clown in the circus, a lonely clown. I often wear a fake smile and receive guests against my will. I always envy the smile that comes from the heart. I am a clown in the circus, a lonely clown. I often wear silly costumes and face everyone with a fake smile. I often lament the partiality and unfairness of fate. I am a clown in the circus, a lonely clown. I often wear heavy makeup, but my heart is bleeding. I often miss the free expression I used to have. I am a clown in the circus, an evil clown. I often wear mismatched shoes. My toes protrude with blood. I am always slashing and piercing the innocent hearts of others. Since my mother is not allowed to use mobile phones from Monday to Friday, I cannot update QUQ every three days. Updated every Sunday