If I have ever loved someone deeply, I will love his appearance, but I will love his character even more.
If I had devoted a period of my youth to love, I would miss you and me back then, and even more miss myself when I was desperate.
If you sneer at all this, if you say you can give me anything but love.
Then, after many years, please don't look for me again.
Because I don't have any more youth to spend another time with you.
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Baiji met the two men who had most excited her heart at the age when she should be at ease.
One was once the white moonlight in front of the window. Now, all that's left is naked use of her.
One was always a smear of mosquito blood on the wall. She had been annoyed and hated it, but she couldn't get rid of it.
Bai Ji is stepping on the last tail of youth, and now she needs to force herself to do a multiple-choice question.
In the end, I keep making mistakes again and again, hiding them from myself for the rest of my life.
Or should we just muddle along and just make do with catching the person in front of us?