You have never been a grain of sand in your own life. From childhood to adulthood, you have only acted in your own one-man show. She was a good girl when she was a child and then slowly lost her good girl character as time went by. I look down on everything in this world just because the one I used to stay in my memory and I want to forget it but I can't. Until one day he comes back and wants to make it up to you.