"Who is your first love?" "You will never know." ------- I am a sad dividing line --- There is no abortion in the novel, drinking and applauding for love, nor is there an invincibly handsome male protagonist and a stunningly beautiful female protagonist. Youth, what you are to me is aftertaste and irreversibility. I can't let you go, and I have to let you go. I don't understand why you, who is obviously the most like a passerby, linger in my heart.