Love is so short, loneliness is so long.
You don't need to know everything about me.
If possible, I would rather never exist in this world,
I have never known you.
Or if life were just like the first time we met.
Unfortunately, there is no if.
So please let me be cruel. This way, everyone will be better off.
After all, I am the redundant one.
The memory of the third life has become a burden. Should we continue on this road?
I have no idea.
But who can understand my struggle and pain?
Maybe this place doesn't belong to me, maybe I'm just a superfluous person, but I prefer to live an ordinary life. Why should I be deprived of even such a small wish?
I would rather give up life.
Lingbo is no more than Hengtang Road.
The so-called fireworks only bloom for a moment, just like his life, which rarely lasts long.
Even if a single spark can start a prairie fire, what does it have to do with him? He is an indifferent person and can't tell. It's just because he is used to pretending, wearing a mask, and wandering alone in this world.
Goodbye, goodbye, never again.
I thought that if I started over, everything would be different.
But who is the souvenir of that indelible sarcasm in his eyes?
I forgot my password a few years ago and couldn't log in to this account. Then I lost the USB flash drive where I kept my manuscripts.
Well, it should be completed within this year?
——2015.10.28