I wonder, is it best to just let nature take its own course? Everything is so uncertain.
You can't choose who you meet, and you can't control what others do to you. Whatever you care about will cause you pain. It's better to put everything aside, don't get entangled, don't be afraid, don't shrink, and face it calmly. People who know you know the kindness behind your silence, maybe it's just cowardice because you don't want the incident to continue to hurt others or yourself.
The slander, betrayal, isolation, and dramatic plot still feel unreal and dreamlike. I have experienced it in a confused way, and whether I want to or not, I have to face it. The fact is right in front of me, cruel and suffocating.
Later, I gradually understood that fear and worry cannot solve the problem, they will only consume me continuously, so let time settle and heal myself. Stop being so glass-hearted and stop trying to please everyone. You can't satisfy everyone, and don't let others hurt you wantonly. In fact, it is not that passive. Being passive is also a choice. If you don't have a choice, it's better to let nature take its course. But if you have a choice, give it a try. Maybe you'll get the results you want? There are always things like this in life that make it grow. Although the process is painful, when everything settles...
That would be a new beginning.