This is a novel that I have always wanted to write and have been planning for many years. The purpose is to make a summary of my life over the years, as well as a preview of the future, and to use my own worldview to describe the world closest to me.
Yang Xu, a child who is not very self-centered, met his most important friend in his life, Ivan, at a very young age. We spent our childhood and youth together, and when we grew up, because of our different goals and outlook on life, there was always some distance in our hearts that we couldn't let go of.
Qi Xiaomeng, the girl whom the protagonist has been in love with since the first year of junior high school. Her mysterious life experience appears many times in the protagonist's life, and she disappears from this world silently many times.
There is also Yang Jue, the protagonist's cousin, who always wants to get rid of his relationship with his wife, but he can't get rid of the shackles. He is cruel and ruthless, but he loves the protagonist Yang Huan very much.
Everything converged in that dusk, the dusk that made everyone lost.