When suffering comes, will you face it head-on or will you accept it in vain? When you fall into despair, do you hope to be healed by others or do you hope to be your own savior? As a "good" girl who entered a higher education institution from the countryside and had always had a smooth life, she fell into deep guilt when her father was arrested. At this time, she met Aqian, a boy who brought her all the tenderness and kindness imagined, in an attempt to use this false emotion to paralyze herself and escape from this powerless reality. This may not be a story in the standard sense. It does not have a standard beginning, climax and ending. Qin Zhou's story is still unfolding in the golden mist. What I show is the perspective and time period as I see it.