Wanting to leave, but not letting go of the fetters of family ties;
Want to escape, but can't bear the attachment in my heart;
I want to look back, but I don't forget the pain in the dream;
I want to be strong, but I find:
Learned to be strong,
But forgot what happiness is;
Learned to disguise,
But I forgot what true love is.
Family affection,
I have not owned;
love,
I never believed it;
friendship......
Maybe in this life I will have...