Time is the fairest and has nothing to do with wealth, status or possessions.
I am still standing here, no matter what kind of bleeding pain the inner trauma brings, I think it is all worth it. At least, I can still feel this unforgettable pain. Because I used to be worried and afraid all the time. In those endless dark nights, my heart was as numb as my body. I even felt like I was dead, although I was still "alive" every day!
I will never forget that warm smile, facing the rising sun in winter, reflecting the roses all over the wall, and the gentleness that fell all over the floor.
I am here in 2018 to hold you tightly again! Whether you are arbitrary or arbitrary, or willful and selfish... I was just too young at the time, I didn't know how to embrace this love, and you love me so much that I can't leave you after all.