When we met in childhood, you were just your little master, and she was just that little girl who meant well but did bad things every time. She clearly knows that you don't like her but she still wants to stay by your side.
One is separated by two places, and the other is separated for ten years.
When we met again, the noisy girl from childhood had already raised a family by herself. I am fully looking forward to meeting you. But you said that I have converted to Buddhism. You know clearly that you fall in love with someone you shouldn't love, but you still pursue it hard. You know that you may persist for a long time without any results, but you keep waiting.
Full of disappointment, marry someone else. From then on, life and death were separated.