Six Paths of Reincarnation

Protagonist identity—— Shark: A person with a fish tail and a human body, who is said to be a mermaid with supernatural powers. The sharks recorded in ancient Chinese classics are the mermaids in Western mythology. The sharks they produce do not get wet when soaked in water. When they cry, their tears will turn into pearls. Volume 12 of Jin Qianbao's "Sou Shen Ji": "Beyond the South China Sea, there are sharks who live in the water like fish. They do not waste their weaving achievements. If their eyes weep, they can produce pearls." This statement is recorded in "Nuwu Zhi" and "Shu Yi Ji" and written in Xiaoyi. The volume of "Shu Yi Ji" says: "The Jiao man is the Quanxian, also known as the Quanke. The Jiao silk yarn comes out of the South China Sea, and the Quan Xian Qian weaves it. It is called Dragon yarn, and its price is more than a hundred gold. It is thought that it will not get wet when it enters the water. There is the Dragon Thread Palace in the South China Sea, and the place where the Quan Xian weaves the silk is as white as frost." Volume 803 of "Taiping Yulan" quoted from "Natural History" (not available today) also says: "The sharks came out of the water, lived in other people's homes, and sold silk for many days. When he was about to go, he asked for a utensil from his master, and after weeping, he made a plate full of pearls and gave it to his master." "Natural History": "There are sharks in the South China Sea. They live in the water like fish. They do not waste time weaving, and their eyes can weep beads." "Shu Yi Ji" written by Liang Renfang of the Southern Dynasties: "The sharks are Quan Xian, also known as Quan Ke. ... There is a dragon gauze palace in the South China Sea. Where Quan Xian weaves yarn, some of the yarn is as white as frost." "Shu Yi Ji" also records: "Shark gauze comes out of the South China Sea and is woven in the spring room. It is called Long gauze. Its price is a hundred gold. It is believed that it will not wet the water." ——————————Formal copy—————————————— In her first life, she was an ordinary female high school student who committed suicide because she failed in the college entrance examination. But for some reason, when I woke up, I was in another world... And became "him"! He, the six realms of reincarnation, experienced the heavenly realm, the animal realm, the Shura realm, the hungry ghost realm, and the hell realm. Every time I commit suicide for the self-esteem I can't give up, is this retribution? Finally, in ancient times, he met his father who doted on him and loved him, but he learned that he was just a substitute. He left for the first time, met again, and the final deception made him unable to deceive himself anymore... When he woke up for the seventh time, he couldn't love anyone anymore, couldn't open his heart anymore, wanted to die but didn't want to surrender to fate... Why? Not letting him die? Why? Want him to remember everything? Why? Want to let him live so many times? Why is all this happening?