I don't know which day it was, but Xiaohe suddenly felt like he had a memory loss. This description is not accurate enough. The big events in my memory are all there, but the details are getting blurry. I feel that this winter is unusually cold, and I have long forgotten how cold it was to the soles of my feet last winter. Xiaohe feels that she has a conflicting personality: she is optimistic and pessimistic, she loves to laugh but is gloomy, she has low self-esteem and is sensitive but also likes to express herself. She is planning and observant, but she often changes her mind at the last minute. Human beings are really a body of contradictions, Xiao He thought. Xiaohe's growth story.