Xia Chengyuan has been sick since those events, dripping with pus and blood, and the pain has become a habit. If the pain suddenly stopped one day, she might use the knife to scratch it a few more times, for fear that she would forget the pain and go back to the old path.
Xia Chengyu said, back then, I would hide, laugh and shed tears, keep saying that I didn't care, and let them do what they said and do. I was afraid that one day I would forget the pain, go the old way, and seek death with a smile. I am not that strong, really.
Xia Chengyu said, I never care about anything and live my own happy life.
Xia Chengyu said, I, this person, have never had good luck. Shen Jin, it would be better if you don't get too close to me.
Jin means flawless and beautiful jade. Shen Jin, from a well-off family, with good looks and talent, is nothing compared to a flawless and beautiful jade, but no one knows that such a flawless and beautiful jade has scars, flaws and cracks inside.
Since meeting Xia Chengmang, Shen Jin thought she was saved.
He pointed at his heart and said with red eyes, Xia Chengyu, are you frozen here by ice? You don't know the pain, so you think that everyone in the world is like you, it won't hurt, it won't hurt, it hurts like hell.
Xia Chengmang trembled his lips and grinned tremblingly, Shen Jin, you idiot, you got on the pole and let me bully you. Now you know it hurts, so get out of here and don't let me meet you again.
Shen Jin, don't be crazy. I've never been a good match for you. It's still too late for you to regret it now, but don't torment me when you get old, Xia Chengyuan said later.
Shen Jin raised his eyebrows. We are both sick. We have been sick for a long time and we treat each other. Do you want to quit? Um?