I still haven't woken up from a dream, but the yellow beam has suddenly become
Since when did I go from being ignorant to the desolate state of mind now, like an old man who has seen through the world, facing everyone silently and calmly. It's as if the freehand, fiery and singing youth has never come. Or, it was once burning in my life, but it stopped abruptly and disappeared forever, leaving no trace, just like that person.