At the age of 20, she was called a genius, but she loved freedom and was not bound by the world, and she became self-deprecating. At this time, she met Bole (who hoped that she could create the perfect world in her imagination), her deskmate who was a top student (comfort now represents future freedom), and an uninhibited man (I want to seize the present and embrace freedom at all times). Representatives of these three kinds of freedom appeared in front of her. This article is not a romance novel about Mary Sue. It has a literary flavor and describes the struggle between the helpless reality and her dreams. It includes the love-hate disputes between her and three men. Please read it carefully. I believe you can find yourself living in this world.