Life is always very dull, without ups and downs, as if you know what the ending will be as long as you take the first step. People of the yellow race who are born are very neutral, people who are born in the plains are very neutral, the border between the north and the south is very neutral, eating rice and noodles is very neutral, the dialects are very harmonious, and the whole person is very neutral. Without a clear goal, wanting to change but not willing to persist (this means that it doesn't matter whether you change or not, the original intention remains the same, no matter what you do), looking at other people's paintings, listening to other people's music, marveling at other people's fake sounds, admiring other people's designs, envying other people's figures, all because you want to live like others The effect, however, is that I always give up at the beginning of the implementation. It may be that I maintain an indifferent attitude towards the results now and after completing them, because even if it does not change, I can still live as casually as I am now. Even if it will be better after the change, I probably still don't want that better, because it does not arouse the mood to work hard. I just suddenly thought that keeping a diary is really important. If one day all the things I wanted to remember are forgotten, and the trigger points that can be remembered disappear, wouldn't I be very sorry for the person who wanted to remember it in the first place. Time is really a terrible thing. In fact, it's not forgetting, but there are too many things to remember in the future. Things in the past will be sealed if left for too long, so let's remember them. What is the difference between your current self and your past self? What will your future self be like? Why will it change? Don't forget it, otherwise it will definitely be boring when you get older. I want to see the distance.