I don't know what it felt like to receive that letter after so many years. There was no joy, no regret, nothing that I should have, only confusion. Maybe I would rather not know. If you know it, what can you do? Looking at myself in the mirror, I thought that in the past ten years, I have lived a good life. Everything went well. I had children, lived a prosperous life, and was carefree. Even though I am nearly 40 years old, I can't tell. My skin is smooth and my complexion is rosy. I think I made the right choice. My family and friends all think so. Occasionally, my mother would mention my affairs. Fortunately, she was not with Musheng, otherwise Xiao Ai would not be able to live such a happy life.