If everything goes back.
I don't know if I can go back to 20 years ago and start my life over again.
But this is impossible, there is no going back.
Years ago? That's fine.
No moonlight box, no starting over. There is no time machine, there is no illusion of everything...
In dreams, here, write those loves and hates...
Maybe, in the end, it will be like the smallest dream. Still back to reality.
I don't know the beginning, I don't know the ending, my mood is the process, good or bad is not fixed, the story goes back to 3 years ago. The heroine is me, life is me, and the future is unknown. The story of 3 years ago will be rewritten, continued, and shattered. However, the current life will change, develop, and have another future...
(This is the third time I want to write my story into a novel. The first time is the diaries and essays accumulated in space. The second time is the first low point in life written on Douban. Now that I have gotten out of this first low point, I also want to record these.)