Looking back and imagining, there were many possibilities in the original box, but I knew that no matter how many possibilities there were, the result would be bad. What life arranges for you, even if it doesn't happen, will still have its purpose.
When I felt bored and angry again, I tried to find him to vent my emotions, but I heard his wife's voice on the phone, with a deliberately amplified tone. She made me feel extremely boring about that phone call. This is how long it took me to contact him, maybe a year, it seemed like I spent many days and nights, but it was really short-lived, and I never thought of letting go of those things, so it was not long at all.
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