When she was ten years old, Su Siman almost failed her exam because of a high fever. She then learned that she might not live to be twenty even though she had overcome the hurdle of being ten years old. Under a double blow, Su Siman wrote a thick book of warnings for this purpose. Her level of care was comparable to that of "Meditations", and she worked hard to survive.
After giving up all harmful habits and avoiding all life-threatening behaviors, he died. When he died, his brain was still flexible, and after twenty years of lackluster life, there was not a single happy thing.
He thought that so many accidents would happen to him in his life, and that he could not control his life, old age, illness or death. Why not make good use of his talents in weaving and embroidery to make his elders happy? Why not torture his body until he was so tired that he did not even have the strength to be afraid? Why not... Pursue the person he liked and watch the various expressions on his face.
Anyway, he already understands that living for yourself will not lead to a happy ending.
From then on, Su Siman devoted herself to protecting traditional embroidery patterns, while covering her head and pursuing the sweet story of the prince in the capital.
Note: The sea is full of water, and Suzie is full of love words.