I don't seem to have any particularly lofty ambitions. Classmates in school days will talk about their ambitions so lofty that they can circumnavigate the earth, and colleagues in the workplace will work hard to climb the career ladder. I thought I was standing as a bystander, with a firm stance and clear thinking. In my eyes, most of them were dandies who only knew how to talk, or people who wanted to eat swan meat. It seemed that I was the only one who understood the truth. Come to think of it, it's just that I don't dare to take a step forward, not even sticking to a rut.
I thought I would just live in such a muddle-headed state for the rest of my life without worrying about food and clothing. Maybe God couldn't stand this kind of behavior and gave me opportunities to change again and again. In the end, I couldn't escape this disaster.
CP:
Lazy and cancerous, he eats and waits for death