The process of loving to not loving and not loving to loving is the same process. Like this thing, there is never any indulgence in lust. The love that empties oneself cannot come through pretense or trickery. When one day it really becomes faint, when it really becomes no longer passionate, when you finally have to face your self-esteem after being humble for a long time, you are just tired.
I once read a saying that when you hate someone for a long time, it will turn into love. Because hate makes you pay attention to a person for a long time, and gradually you will be moved by some of his inconspicuous things. In the same way, if there is someone who has been with you for a long time in life, when one day he suddenly leaves, you may not be able to adapt to it, and then you will gradually understand your own heart.
When I write a novel, I just want to have a relaxed environment. Although it doesn't look like it has become a bitch, I also want it to be very different from reality. For example, you can love less cautiously and humbly in the novel.