If I had to choose again, how would I choose to live? I have never dared to start or finish. I am deeply afraid that every step I take will be denied by myself, and I will start from scratch or never start. It's always easier said than done. Everyone likes to point fingers at other people's lives. How could you ever be willing to change your own life? If your destiny is ultimately painful and you are unwilling to end your life during this period, then it's up to you to decide what kind of process you want the process to be like.