Until today, after hearing too many other people's joys and sorrows, and their way of life, she suddenly understood that when the shackles of love were locked on her, she could have struggled and made other choices, but she was too immature at that time, and she was content with it. She buried her head in the dust, sinking deeper and deeper into it, and now she can only bid farewell to her supposedly splendid youth with a devastated heart.