An Yi fell in love with her roommate Han Ping when she was in college. This love without eternal vows made An Yi miss him for a lifetime. This was the best thing in An Yi's life.
Han Ping, he is a light in life and a cinnabar mole in the palm of his hand.
Han Ping never thought that he would like a boy. An Yi, his fellow countryman, his roommate, the only person he has ever truly loved in his life... He hates his own cowardice, he hates the coercion and torture of his family, and he hates the worldly ways.
Standard. He can only hate.
What I don't regret in life is that I will truly understand you when I meet you and fall in love with you.