Is it trusting each other, putting each other aside, or sarcastic about each other? I think the relationship between Xiaobai and Rangju has been very complicated from the beginning. For example, even though Rangiku is lazy, she is still recognized by Xiaobai in her heart. Where does this recognition come from? Does he really believe in her professional ability, or does it just not hinder me? Everything is fine, or he can tolerate everyone's rhythm to a certain extent. They all have a kind of laissez-faire based on trust in each other. But when the other party's mood reaches an unprecedented low, this trust collapses and it becomes impossible to stand by and watch. At this time, the conflicts between the two parties ferment and the effect of the rainy season escalates. In the environment of the original work, this partnership does not look like a couple, but the bond between each other is no shallower than anyone else, which is quite "dangerous" at any time.
I once told people that Rangiku was strongest when she said "love is unfair", and the rest were all her efforts, dedication, or resistance for love. The words were already on the edge at that time, but now I can clearly summarize it: the real strong thing is to admit that you are weak, and to be able to surrender to what you can't get. When the other person is the person you love most, you cannot blame him for all his mistakes, because you have lost to others, but when you are willing to accept it, no matter how cruel the person is, he cannot remain indifferent. This is a self-destructive way out, a fight without blood, a loss without any intention of repentance, and the brilliance of tragedy. I hope that when readers read this, they can also do their best to express to the world that no matter the ending, be yourself, admit the darkness, and emit light.
Why do we fall in love? Some people have also asked this question, because it does not look like love, but a variety of indescribable things that are superimposed and distorted. I increasingly believe in such a thing as "word spirit". Human beings like to add a definite label to things. Once established, they will push their imagination into reality. Silver's departure makes Matsumoto more in need of love. It doesn't matter whether she cares about the captain or something else. In ignorance, she will make the golf ball fall into the only hole. The huge amount of information that Xiaobai is faced with at once is beyond his ability to handle. He can only choose to accept or not accept it in the simplest and crudest way. Everyone's calmness actually does not exist.
It's obviously a fan fiction for my own entertainment, but I always strive to explore larger topics, and one point I can't avoid is: the redemption of love. Can love really improve people's souls? Can love really make two people better? I now feel that at least the intensive and frequent interactions it brings will provide us with enlightenment in interpersonal communication, from which we can see ourselves and understand others, like ants building nests underground, each exploring from the darkness and connecting with each other. Thinking is complex, and we always try to find consistent rules. Ultimately, seeking love is seeking a kind of power. Combination is full of ups and downs, and therefore has power. In this way, love is also a kind of spiritual language, a hint between people. In fact, we have not changed, but in fact we have all changed.
The most important core of each article is the author's inner exploration, which is a maze drawn for himself. You draw the picture yourself, but you can't always get to the exit in one stroke. Just like it is difficult for us to see through our own dreams, every decision in life may be involved in misunderstandings and accidents. Even if we are careful, maybe this is the key part. This is the fate that we cannot escape. Maybe the world will be divided if it stays together for a long time, but in the end, it will be reunited after a long time. We will not change our original intention until we wait.
I wish everyone all their wishes come true
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