There was a secret in An Shige's heart, a secret that she thought was well hidden.
Everyone who knows An Shige will ask An Shige if she has someone she likes. An Shige's answer is always negative, and An Shige's secret is that she actually has someone she likes.
An Shige had a crush on someone for eleven years from childhood to adulthood. In the first eleven years, she loved and followed that person deep in her bones, and then she cut out her flesh and bones as if she was self-mutilating, just to remove that person from her flesh and blood.
An Shige: I once loved someone so crazily that I gave up myself for him and became another person. But when my heart was broken to pieces and could no longer support a persistent and strong feeling, I chose to bury the past. From now on, the sea and the sky are brighter, and we are safe!
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