Youth and frivolity is a very subtle thing. When you are young and frivolous, you often have the illusion that you are young and mature.
We think we give up for the good of the other person, our actions we think will make the other person jealous, the self-esteem and pride we carefully protect, and the carelessness we perform complacently, now it seems, they are all clumsy stage plays of a childish ghost.
Unfortunately, at that time, he was also proud and prideful, and it took a lot of effort to carefully muster the courage. And in front of your only audience, you are an Oscar winner, and he has no doubts about your acting skills.
You only saw me giving up on you, but you didn't see the countless scenes of stage drama I went through to give up on you. You only knew that I was indifferent and unresponsive, but you didn't want to delve into the reasons.
All my giving up is suicidal giving up, all my giving up is for you.
I once spent so much effort to quit you, because I felt that I was so bad at that time that I couldn't stop working hard. I didn't even recognize myself clearly, how could I let you know me like that. Later, I felt that I became more beautiful and better, but where were you? Who allows you to casually believe that everything I do is from the heart? Who allows you to give up on me so casually?
When you left, I found that I had lost the ability to like others.