How to put it this way, I have been unemployed for a month and 12 days after graduation. I stayed at home and looked for a job. I was frustrated, so I wanted to write something to complain about myself. As expected, I doubted my life every day. It was like a diary. Maybe I would stop writing when I found a job. I used to be a talkative person, but now I don't have a few words to say except calling my parents every day. My energy for complaining is about to explode.