I once thought that people like me would never be happy. I don't know how to act coquettishly or make extravagant demands. I don't dare to say no to the requests of my loved ones, and I don't dare to reach out for things I like. When I was a teenager, I told myself, Qinhe, grow up quickly, try to make yourself stronger, and find a life that you like. When I really grew up, I found that it was not easy to live alone.