Many people have asked me: Have you ever regretted being so decisive?
These related and unrelated people ask me too many questions. Sometimes I kneel down and sit in front of the Buddha, and I ask myself this: Did I ever regret that I cut off the road between you and me?
No one answered.
It's funny to think that I have been practicing Buddhism for half my life, but my heart is gradually retreating, getting farther and farther away from Buddha and getting closer and closer to you.
Many years ago you were high-spirited, and later you pointed out the country while talking and laughing. After all these years, you still scolded Fang Qiu for thinking about the world. I don't know if I regret it or not. I only know that I am always by your side.
Maybe I fell in love with something I shouldn't have loved, so I have chewed on the five flavors of love over the years. Simply because you are standing on the other side, the five flavors are more bitter, more sweet, and more sour. It took me a long time to figure out that the reason for all this was the extra love.
If a person has love, the seeds buried deep in his heart when he returns to his dream at midnight are all yours.