In your previous life, you were dressed in black clothes and had silver hair. You were ruthless and intimidating. She stays with you until death, and it seems like a dream. Once you fall, you will be remembered as cold and desolate.
You will be reincarnated with amnesia in this life, and you will make the same mistakes again the next time. A life of suffering, a life of misery. I don't know if it's a blessing to have recovered my memory and been reborn again.
You are not heartless, as evidenced by your tears