She has hated this world since she was a child. There is no such thing as love or dislike, only loneliness and loneliness. No amount of concern seems to her to be anything more than hypocrisy, nothing can be real.
If love is a poison or an addiction, when you are greedy for this taste, you are destined to be bound! Since you can't escape, then continue to pester! Even if it hurts each other, don't let go.